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2006-10-08

In all this rush and hurry-up, all according to plan, I'm missing the head-to-head intimacy that I had in college while I was an English major.

I wonder if I even know how anymore sometimes. Sometimes I feel myself getting closer to it with other people, but pull in the reigns if they're male.

This is a protective measure to keep my marriage as pure as possible. To keep on the straight and narrow. Maybe I'll figure out the proper balance sometime.

Our 4 year anniversary is in 2 weeks. F O U R Y E A R S !