2002-05-19 All my life a brain fear that follows not too far set behind my lips. Something that halts, wait a second, then explains or retreats or just doesn't bother because sometimes brains aren't as good as people would like to think. I feel a need to make vows never to mask my smartness just because I don't want to be that girl. It's so dumb that I zip my lip to avoid complications that may arise. I'm still not over nerd-a-phobia. That's all. If I feel all math I'm gonna be all math for now on. |