2002-02-24 I don't know what it is with the psychic mechanics between us, even on opposite sides of the state. Sometimes, you just seem to call when I finally start settling into a new love. After we haven't talked for months, wrote for months. And this time I have to ignore you. These hearts in the sky being astrally pushed rocket strong. Your whole heart pursuing my chipped one. I hate that I still love you. I hate that you've made me this little girl thinking love wanting to give give give when the amorphous reciprocal dumps unevenly on one side. |