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2002-02-14 After all the careless nights with careless boys, it's maybe this time being careful with a slow-pace boy. Still waiting. Still waiting, after being careful, after not really actually, after cleaning up diet in effects making a better skin nest. Still waiting. I keep sighing and looking up phone numbers and praying, but in this hovered bubble of slowed calm knowing that I can handle whatever it is that comes. But not wanting to. |