2004-12-27
I have been questioning whether in the past I have not been brilliant but rather manic and disconnected in my thoughts. Making sense of nonsense...thinking I'm writing but still not really communicating. And maybe that is why I have just needed to stop. It would be nice to maybe just let things happen for a while. To just pass through loveliness as it happens. Can you believe it?! My third Christmas as a wife. And it is such an easy love between us. Even having kids seems more fathomable every day, though I wish it wasn't so much of a decision but a happening. So this is life. |